I'm ill...i feel like aaabsoluuuteee crap -.-' is it swine flu? ..no...my temperatures not high enough for it to be swine flue.. but i'm light headed, dizzy, tired all the time, really cold when i'm awake and really hot when im asleep/trying to sleep and im not hungry at all O.O'' and i'm ALWAYS eating XD whats worse is, it's my brothers birthday today and i cant go to his little celebration thing because im ill ..i didnt really want to infect his girlfriend with my 'illness' anyway..it's probably just an awful cold...REALLY awful ..i bet you anything my luck will be crap as ever and i'll be fine by tomorrow morning T.T yaay school -.- lol.. ANYWAY moving on XD

Right..so...i've looked through my gallery and basically... it's all pretty shit XD
And thats not me pitying myself, its the truth XD my drawing style of wolves (haha ...did i say wolves?..i only draw one -.-'' just keeps altering every time i draw them...(...it -.-'' So.. i'm gonna do my homework and ask around deviant art for tips and shizzle..i'm hoping to actually establish a proper drawing style.. any tipss? i would say who my favourtie wolf artists on her are but.. im worried people are gonna get there before me D: lmao and i'll be stuck in 'crappy wolf-ville'... :S

one last thing...i really need a job... why am i telling you this? because this is like a diary for me..no one else reads my journals anyway..LOL XD so..
i need a job..to earn money..to buy clothes...so i look more feminine..so i dont dress like a hobo XD this is all like..influenced by a crude comment my brother made last night.. lol ... I really wanna start growing up now, like, be more mature in everything i do.. keep the sense of humor, but try not to use it (its rather derogatory, sadistic and racist O.o'''' craig's fault..lol) i need to start putting more effort into school work aswell..i need my GCSE's.. im gonna be a supply teacher i hope..providing i get the grades ...hmmm